新的一周又开始了，日子又回到了郁闷的循环里去了。
你在那里，还好吗？
远渡重洋的你，我曾经向你透露，我有多么羡慕你啊？
我又在发牢骚了，你又要笑骂我怎么这个老毛病改不了。
时间很诡异地拖长了尾巴，在看不到岸的海洋里无意义地漂移。
漂移，又漂移。渐行渐远。
Sachiko，你知道吗？
我在海洋的这一边，如何残喘的活着……
29 March 2005
28 March 2005
预备夏天
“夏天”即将到来……
在岛国，何谓“夏”？
恐怕只是踏入冷气商场，然后走出来那一个交汇点上的短暂偏差。
衣服会穿得越来越清凉吗？或许不会吧。
有什么好预备的？该如何预备？“夏天”是个多么挑剔的客人呀？
服装店似乎就有了答案。
夏季的装束在催促着消费者赶快购买……赶快预备夏天……赶快、赶快。
赶快来填满我的荷包，老板笑眯眯地说。
因为，夏天就要来了，岛国最吊诡的炎夏。
在岛国，何谓“夏”？
恐怕只是踏入冷气商场，然后走出来那一个交汇点上的短暂偏差。
衣服会穿得越来越清凉吗？或许不会吧。
有什么好预备的？该如何预备？“夏天”是个多么挑剔的客人呀？
服装店似乎就有了答案。
夏季的装束在催促着消费者赶快购买……赶快预备夏天……赶快、赶快。
赶快来填满我的荷包，老板笑眯眯地说。
因为，夏天就要来了，岛国最吊诡的炎夏。
21 March 2005
20 March 2005
A day i see the day die before me
A Day I see the Day die before me.....
Today is the day...
Such is the feeling of sinking and being sunken...
I just cannot bring myself to cross the barrier between day and night...
Maybe it's because
Holidays are ending...
Today is the day...
Such is the feeling of sinking and being sunken...
I just cannot bring myself to cross the barrier between day and night...
Maybe it's because
Holidays are ending...
18 March 2005
Bish!
终于鼓起勇气用中文了！
怎么，还要鼓起什么烂勇气嘛？！
或许吧，或许是我的怠惰和inertia，把我束缚住了。
还有些许的……害怕？隐忧？
有时候，我是最莫名其妙的动物。
现在出招了，心情也奇怪地好了一些……
嗯，假期即将说“拜拜”了，真让人抑郁。
不可思议，时间实在“飞” 太离谱了吧……
真的很“显”。
怎么，还要鼓起什么烂勇气嘛？！
或许吧，或许是我的怠惰和inertia，把我束缚住了。
还有些许的……害怕？隐忧？
有时候，我是最莫名其妙的动物。
现在出招了，心情也奇怪地好了一些……
嗯，假期即将说“拜拜”了，真让人抑郁。
不可思议，时间实在“飞” 太离谱了吧……
真的很“显”。
25 February 2005
I Surprise Me
I surprise me
when I realise I can apologise more readily than before.
I surprise him
when he expected some defensiveness from me.
I surprise me
that I realised my mistake so fast.
But I realise that if only I am more mindful,
the mistake wouldn't have occured in the first place
when I realise I can apologise more readily than before.
I surprise him
when he expected some defensiveness from me.
I surprise me
that I realised my mistake so fast.
But I realise that if only I am more mindful,
the mistake wouldn't have occured in the first place
24 February 2005
Lily of the Valley
A fallen tear. A broken heart. All in Silence.
In the Valley of sorrow
A lily blooms.
In the Valley of sorrow
A lily blooms.
21 February 2005
Woes
Woe Begone!
Alas!
Rats!
Damn!
I foresee trouble..heading my way.
A locomotive head aiming at my head.....
DIe DIe Die
Alas!
Rats!
Damn!
I foresee trouble..heading my way.
A locomotive head aiming at my head.....
DIe DIe Die
18 February 2005
motion sickness addressed
As I move along these days, I feel so lost.
Like a zombie, like a passing cloud, like a bird with clipped wings....
Motion becomes a sickness. Sickness, a relief.
Like a zombie, like a passing cloud, like a bird with clipped wings....
Motion becomes a sickness. Sickness, a relief.
14 February 2005
Comfort needed
Dear Me:
why are you crying?
why are you singing in the dark?
why is the world split like an egg shell and the shards cut into my flesh?
love is flimsy in the winds of our fortunes, isn't it?
I know not what else to believe.
death thrives well amongst the living, we can only cast tears over the lost.
When comest the day i cease to be so sad?
people fight to assert what's right, but ditch their faith in one another to a trash pile.
what is this irony?
I need a hand to hold
a shoulder to lean on
a hole to hide myself
a plank to float in the deep blue sea of the Samsara
why are you crying?
why are you singing in the dark?
why is the world split like an egg shell and the shards cut into my flesh?
love is flimsy in the winds of our fortunes, isn't it?
I know not what else to believe.
death thrives well amongst the living, we can only cast tears over the lost.
When comest the day i cease to be so sad?
people fight to assert what's right, but ditch their faith in one another to a trash pile.
what is this irony?
I need a hand to hold
a shoulder to lean on
a hole to hide myself
a plank to float in the deep blue sea of the Samsara
13 February 2005
Constant change
Variables.
Good and Evil. Heaven and Hell. God and Devil.
Funny "Devil" spells "Lived" backwards?
Don't laugh.
Life is so fluid and volatile isn't it?
Friend and foe can merge in the same body, love and hate melting in a blood vessel.
Constantly changing. Only change, is Constant.
Good and Evil. Heaven and Hell. God and Devil.
Funny "Devil" spells "Lived" backwards?
Don't laugh.
Life is so fluid and volatile isn't it?
Friend and foe can merge in the same body, love and hate melting in a blood vessel.
Constantly changing. Only change, is Constant.
4 February 2005
15 December 2004
Un-lost
Finding them made the evening heavier than anything.
The letters, his thoughts, my pain.
Lifeless yet breathing softly, I never doubted those memories have ceased to live, but they did.
There is only so much the mind can take, I guess.
But they are still there where I can see and touch them, anytime.
The letters, his thoughts, my pain.
Lifeless yet breathing softly, I never doubted those memories have ceased to live, but they did.
There is only so much the mind can take, I guess.
But they are still there where I can see and touch them, anytime.
28 November 2004
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