25 February 2005

I Surprise Me

I surprise me
when I realise I can apologise more readily than before.

I surprise him
when he expected some defensiveness from me.

I surprise me
that I realised my mistake so fast.

But I realise that if only I am more mindful,
the mistake wouldn't have occured in the first place

24 February 2005

Lily of the Valley

A fallen tear. A broken heart. All in Silence.
In the Valley of sorrow
A lily blooms.

21 February 2005

Woes

Woe Begone!
Alas!
Rats!
Damn!

I foresee trouble..heading my way.
A locomotive head aiming at my head.....

DIe DIe Die

18 February 2005

motion sickness addressed

As I move along these days, I feel so lost.
Like a zombie, like a passing cloud, like a bird with clipped wings....

Motion becomes a sickness. Sickness, a relief.

14 February 2005

Comfort needed

Dear Me:

why are you crying?
why are you singing in the dark?
why is the world split like an egg shell and the shards cut into my flesh?

love is flimsy in the winds of our fortunes, isn't it?
I know not what else to believe.
death thrives well amongst the living, we can only cast tears over the lost.
When comest the day i cease to be so sad?
people fight to assert what's right, but ditch their faith in one another to a trash pile.
what is this irony?

I need a hand to hold
a shoulder to lean on
a hole to hide myself
a plank to float in the deep blue sea of the Samsara

13 February 2005

Constant change

Variables.
Good and Evil. Heaven and Hell. God and Devil.
Funny "Devil" spells "Lived" backwards?
Don't laugh.

Life is so fluid and volatile isn't it?
Friend and foe can merge in the same body, love and hate melting in a blood vessel.


Constantly changing. Only change, is Constant.

4 February 2005

Hey there

Going for camp...

It's been long...