Radience...cough cough

I feel sick.
Am SICK.
yet it's really the time to be radiant....
To shine coz it's the holz!

BLEAH...

Drift

Can I ever catch the drift of this crazy business I am in?
We give it a nice name and yet it stinks sometimes.
Oh dear.

We'll drift in the big blue sea........lost in the pursuit.

sigh........

Dull

It rained.
Stopped.
Looks gloomy.
When will it fall again?

Sora no namida yo.
Tears of the sky.

I am waiting.

2046

caught it.
the WKW movie....after 5 years of waiting.
TL looks good..so does kimura.
faye? u bet.....she always looks cool.

but the way WKW did it, somehow i don't think he outdid himself....
could be better, if TL dun keep sprouting corny stuff
and save some mystery for viewers.

u know.....just like chung king express or Ah Fei Zheng Zhuan....a bit of suspense is good.
is it a rush effort for Cannes?
i can't help wondering.

hope i'll live to 2046 and i can figure out what the whole hullaballo about seeking memory is about.....

feeling chicken

it's the time again,
i feel a little "cheep cheep" about life and
what's in it.

dunno what's comin' up,
dunno who's passin' by.

yeah, so i 'm chicken abt my life..u gonna laugh.
betta do it quick,
b4 my cheepy facade passes...

AND I AM FEROCIOUS AGAIN!!!

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The State of affairs II

The matter is in dire straits.
Where is the route out?
A fire escape, a hole to crawl out.
There is so little dignity left.....

No less wisdom

I lost a wisdom tooth.
Had surgery and waved goodbye to it.
3 teeth cried, I think.
I couldn't.
My face was half numb, unfeeling.
It actually feels good......to lose touch.....with the world.
cold, hot, pain, comfort..
Point blank in emptiness.

And I am no less wise!

To my tooth: u will be remembered for your valence, courage and resiliance....
And for gnawing this hole in my bank account!

Bland

Tasteless is the mundanity
of Life
in the fast track

There lies so little bliss or joy
I wish
to have some more tears or laughter

lemme gooooo.......

cheese rings

Sinned in orange
Munched in joy
.........cheese rings!
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Murakami Haruki's fascination with pasta in his novels got me going about cheese rings...
A fetish about a certain food is nourishment to body and mind, I guess (who cares a damn about junk food? Haha!).

Excuses, you may say. But I do admit I go into lull periods, to just grow *fat* and then work my toes off to thin down. Isn't this like a fine game? Maybe I am just weird....but who isn't, man, who ain't lacking a nut and a bolt in their grey matter?

........C-H-E-E-S-E!!!
dun juz say it, HIT it!!!

At peace

Going nowhere
Doing nothing
Wanting nothing

Just at ease with this moment

Scene 3

Entered Autumn.

The walk down the lane was long.
A minute long.
A step apart.
And our world together ended.

The state of affairs

I cannot believe it has come to this.
A sacred profession known as education is now scarred and trampled by the very people who stand to benefit from it!

We have hearts too, guys, we can be hurt too.
The atrocity that can be achieved by the human heart!!! I shrudder to think, how chilled mine feels.

To H

Dear H:

I am going.
Out of our co-existence.
To transcend another spatial realm, one without you.

I cannot forestall this any more.
I cease to be able to bear the weight
Of our tribulations together.

Doldrum

I am in one now.....

Simply unenergized. lethargic. dead to the world.
there is not an ounce of inspiration and i don't know why.
days stretch ahead......i am simply flat out.

A doldrum.......

Scene 2

Everyday I am walking around searching.
Where is the Dream?

He is gone.
Beyond my sight.

Where am I then?

Scene 1

"You cannot do that," He said.
"You must forget me."

To live on? I cannot accept the reasoning.

Under a crying tree, the story unfolds...

Reborn

The world melts into shapeless bliss.
My universe is reborn.

Remembering to forget

Remembering is important, for forgetting to set in.

There is always a time
I wish to say "Thank you"
For everything you have given me.

Memories live on
Because we will them so.
We live on
Because we have memories.

Remembering a leaf's fall
A rabbit's paw on after-rain grass
A wolf's cry in the far dark night
On top of everything, love.

The Invisible and Intrinsic mean more to me
Than the Seen and Touchable

As the song goes
To Live is to prove Love is indeed there
The wolf cries in loneliness
Someone responds
Likewise.


The rain falls, then forgets to pour..

Heart is open

The doors are open.
Knock before you enter

Do you have an open heart?
Waiting for a salvation real and soft.
For I am weary,
Oh so weak and tired from struggling...

My heart is open.
Love before you depart.